Thursday, 10 January 2019

Darryl and Poetry



EMBRACE EACH NEW DAY

Bless the day Tuesday

it is so fine and dry

But why do I always

feel I really want to

cry?

The Lord has blessed

me for another new

day

But that doesn't cure

my day to day dismay.

The thought of going

outside doesn't do me

any good

I should be full of life - 

as I know I should.

I should embrace the

day and smile from

ear to ear,

But, all I really do is

shed a little tear.

Each new day I see I

should smile and feel

positive

But I always feel so

very down - maybe I'm

just too sensitive?

I walk when I'm outside

and I see many people

But I also go and hide

myself - behind the 

church steeple.

Maybe one day I will

feel better - I really do

not know

But at the moment all I

feel is very low.

The invisible distress I

feel is down to mental

illness

And all I feel when I am

outside - I have to face

the inhospitable human 

wildnerness.

BY

DARRYL ASHTON 

   


61 comments:

  1. THE LORD IS HERE


    The lord is my shepherd
    I always will praise
    But at the moment all I
    see is haze.
    To praise the Almighty
    is what I do
    But he just doesn't reply -
    except to a few.

    I go to church on a Sunday -
    to pray to God cos I feel
    dismay
    Does he answer? No, he
    does not - but I do know
    he listens when I do pray.
    The Holy Spirit I know is
    there - as it smiles to us
    all when we are there
    They comfort us all in our
    hour of need - and I pray
    to God as I know he does
    care.
    The church is a holy place
    and a sanctuary - as we
    all do pray
    God does hear us - and
    he can end my dismay.

    I clutch at my soul to be
    a new born
    I see a light and a holy
    spirit is now known.
    The altar is there as I
    take my vow of my
    soul
    The God in Heaven is
    there, I know - and I also
    know he hears my call.

    Holy Lord forever our
    saviour - lead us all forth
    as night is near
    Be our guide and help us
    to see clear,
    Tomorrow we shall pray
    to you as we always do
    And from now on we'll
    live and pray - as now
    you are here - your love
    is so true.

    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON

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  2. GOD MADE EVERYONE....THE HUMAN RACE



    God made everyone and no one was
    made unproper
    And he made us to love each other
    not become a cropper.
    We live each day and live each night
    We also work to pay the bills in fright.

    Our Earth goes round as we live each
    day
    But sometimes we have a bad day
    and suffer much dismay.
    We pray and we sing as the heaven
    is our holy place
    And God looks down upon us and
    smiles on the human race.

    The mountains he did create as
    mother nature does now thrive
    And we as humans work to hopefully
    survive.
    The wildlife too has to live and God
    did make them all
    And just like humans the wildlife
    lives on until they heard God's call.

    The sea is calm and the fish do
    swim
    They search for food and shelter
    and they do not use a gym.
    The sun warms the ocean and the
    sea which is sooth tonight
    The sealife are enjoying their ocean
    life with windrous pure delight.

    So our human race goes on and on
    as we do say grace
    We eat our food and drink our
    water - and we never leave any trace.
    God is the master of the earth and
    the sea
    And God did make our special world
    for every one to see.

    Love thy friends and thy foe and bless
    us all today
    And tomorrow is a new-born day
    and no more dismay.
    The human race goes on to live
    and all evil shall all perish.
    And God smiled down upon the
    earth for EVERYONE to cherish.

    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON

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  3. CHRISTMAS FAIRY-TALE FESTIVE FEAST



    The festive Christmas feast was
    going great
    When the upset turkey tried to
    gatecrash the gate,
    The goose was cooked but the
    turkey was raw
    The guests were getting restless
    as they all wanted more.

    So the beef teamed up with the
    horseradish sauce,
    And together they plotted a
    getaway course.
    But the sprouts sprang into
    action and jumped off the plates
    The carrots and the beef were
    once good mates.

    The napkins were magic but
    causing some trouble
    They would soon destroy the
    goose and burst its bubble.
    The peas sprang alive as they
    came in from the garden
    And they dived into the gravy
    with the sprouts smelling rotten.

    The Christmas feast was
    saved by each festive course,
    And all the guests said they
    could all eat a horse!
    A truce was created - and the
    Christmas feast was a success,
    And the veg and the meats
    all were digested with finesse!

    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON

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  4. BEATING DEPRESSION


    Sitting here in my chair
    I just gaze outside – and
    just stare.
    I watch the world go
    silently by,
    I’d like to be there – as
    I do cry.

    My torment is in my soul,
    and it is spreading,
    I have to be punished –
    but is this my ending?
    I refuse to be beaten –
    and I will fight my cause,
    Because somewhere in
    the future – I will fight,
    I knows?

    The tablets do help me –
    they calm me down –
    If I don’t take them – my
    brain would drown!
    I look into the light – as
    my soul feels so right –
    This has to be the way –
    the light is so bright?

    No one can see how I
    feel inside –
    That’s why most days
    I do try to hide.
    My inner self is what
    I do feel,
    I just want to get better –
    and feel so real?

    This hidden illness is not
    so visible,
    So people condemn you –
    and it makes you feel ill.
    They are so judgemental –
    and also offensive -
    They seem to look through
    you – and see the negative?

    Dear Lord, above, please
    hear me now;
    ‘Help me get through this –
    I need hope, somehow?’
    I know I can beat this
    feeling, I suffer,
    To be set free – while my
    life takes a stutter.

    I know with help I can
    combat this illness –
    All I feel is sadness – I
    do feel a mess.
    Please show me the way –
    there must be a reason:
    “Help me to beat my
    horrible depression?”
    I’m in your hands, I now
    accept ,
    I have sleepless nights –
    I haven’t yet slept.
    To wake from my dream,
    and feel so free,
    To beat this depression –
    I do ask of thee?

    To summon the life that
    was born unto me,
    To hold your hand – and
    smile with glee.
    To go to places without
    any fear,
    Depression, be gone – I
    so want to cheer?

    I look at the sun in the
    clear blue sky –
    Oh, my goodness – I so
    want to fly.
    The world looks different –
    and feels a pleasure,
    No more depression – it
    has gone forever.

    You see, this dreadful
    illness you cannot see,
    But I’m not a monster –
    I live by the sea.
    To walk on air – and sing
    out loud,
    I beat depression – now
    I love the crowd.
    I say this to you – who may
    suffer like me;
    ‘Never give up – and you
    will be free.’
    Just pray to God as your now
    in remission –
    And, trust in God – as you
    beat your depression.

    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON

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  5. BEATING DEMENTIA


    I cannot think – what is
    wrong?
    Why isn’t my brain not
    on song?
    I am so scared – I dare
    not look,
    To see the future across
    the brook?

    I cannot focus like I
    should,
    Why does my head, feel
    so like mud?
    I cannot concentrate –
    things aren’t good,
    I’m losing my mind –
    were I once stood?

    I can’t remember faces –
    my family are strangers –
    I can’t even count my
    own little fingers.
    What is happening, to
    this brain of mine?
    Please, don’t leave me -
    you are my divine.

    Life means nothing, I
    cannot think –
    With each new day – I
    can only blink.
    My head’s in my hands –
    my tears I do catch –
    I used to be stern – my
    life is a wretch.

    I’m in my room – like
    a solitary prison –
    Is this really my own
    true mission?
    People come in and
    they just all stare,
    How do I know; ‘if
    they really do care?’

    I’m given my food –
    like a child with a
    temper,
    Maybe I’ve gone
    down with horrible
    dementia?
    I’m in a room – with
    walls as company –
    Where are my family –
    I feel so lonely?

    I have no control over
    my brain –
    They try with tablets –
    but all in vain.
    I am alive – but I’m
    losing the will;
    ‘The will to live – now
    for a pill!’

    The world I see – but
    I can’t remember –
    Is my birthday, still in
    November?
    Why are the rooms
    full of decorations?
    What is Christmas? I
    have no recollections!

    I fall down on my knees –
    to pray to the lord,
    He will help me – he
    invites me on board.
    He hears my prayers –
    and he catches my
    tears –
    My soul now surrenders
    my dreadful fears.

    Suddenly, a miracle – I
    now do remember –
    I know Christmas now –
    it’s in late December?
    The lord has blessed me
    from my pain, I’m in
    hysteria!
    Goodbye I now say; ‘to
    the soul destroying...
    DEMENTIA.’

    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON

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  6. DOES ANY ONE OUT THERE REALLY CARE?



    No one is there and no one
    really cares
    Every day I cry as I climb the
    stairs
    Just hoping and praying for
    someone to visit
    Every day I reach my life's
    limit.

    It is the same routine that I
    do nothing changes and nothing
    is new.
    I try to enjoy my life each new
    day - but instead I want to
    spew.
    I wonder what life is like out
    of doors
    I don't know as I'm always on
    all fours.

    I hear traffic and people all
    living their lives
    All my friends are gone and
    left all their wives.
    I have got more grumpy every
    day
    And I once was happy now I
    have dismay.

    I try to live the best way I know
    But I don't feel happy I always
    feel low.
    The world does not need me I
    am a lost cause
    My life was so busy now its on
    pause.

    How do I change? No one does
    care.
    Why should I live on I'll just
    stay in my chair.
    If you give in then you are seen
    as weak
    How I hate living seven days a
    week.

    Maybe the ghosts of a Christmas
    past
    Will intrude in my home but I hope
    they don't last.
    The darkness is a killer I know
    that to be true
    The doctors don't care or the
    health care crew.

    So I will pray I get better and
    start to live
    Maybe I'll be happy and start
    to forgive.
    God in heaven can you help
    me, please?
    To smile and to be happy to
    live life at my ease.

    So I go to church and I pray
    to the lord
    He will help me and welcome
    me on board.
    My life will be better as I can
    now see the light
    And I now live each day - it is
    a delight!

    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON

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  7. MY SOUL TO FORGIVE


    I lay on my bed and I know you're
    never coming back to me
    How I miss your smile and your love
    as we both were living free.
    We lived each new day and loved
    each darkened night
    When we were together it really was
    a delight.

    You shared my life as a teenager at
    school
    Boy, you were always funny and so
    very cool.
    We shared our lunch boxes and carried
    each others books
    We were both portly teenagers but we
    never worried about our looks.

    We graduated from school and we
    went to college together
    We lived and studied because of our
    life's endeavour.
    Soon we had to part and go our
    separate ways
    But that was not to happen as we
    married as two days!

    After many years of married life we
    we getting quite old
    And when you felt unwell we thought
    it was the cold.
    But life would be so cruel to us as
    we were blessed with love
    And I can only fathom out that God
    wanted you above.

    Now you are gone and I am all alone
    and lonely
    I have mourned every day but now I
    need to move on slowly.
    You were and still are my only true
    love and that I'll always treasure
    But living all alone does create a lot
    of pressure.

    So my heart has to beat on and my
    soul needs to feel love
    Maybe I'll get a new love from the Boss,
    above?
    My tears I have shed but my heart has
    to live
    I only hope in your spirit my new life
    you will forgive.

    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON

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  8. 7 Comments

    Susan Sproull
    Sep 01, 2018
    Darryl Ashton’s poetry is funny, witty and refreshing to read.

    In Mr. Ashton’s poem , ‘Blackpool On A Postage Stamp,’ the visual of the Queen riding the tram with her feet up on the seats drinking tea had me laughing out loud.

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    jean long
    Sep 04, 2018
    I’ve been following Darryl since I read a poem he had put in the local pet shop window. It was an unusual poem about boots of all things and it was excellent. I have read all his poems ever since.

    Darryl and I became friends when I discovered who had wrote the poem and we’ve been friends ever since. I can honestly say he is the most talented, kindest, nuttiest person I know. Love you Darryl, keep up the good work. love jean xx

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    Victoria
    Sep 09, 2018
    Darryl’s poems are full of true humour and wit, that you can’t help but laugh out loud!
    When I first heard his poems “ a cereal dilemma” & “Christmas humbug” I was immediately hooked.
    The technique Darryl uses allows the reader to imagine these hilarious scenarios and relate to too. Darryl has a true comedic, poetic talent and I think every household should have his books!

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    Maggie H
    Sep 19, 2018
    Darryl has a true talent for looking at life and finding humour and portraying it in a positive funny way. With his take on life he always brings a smile to my face, particularly when life has a way of getting you down. A must read for everyone !!!

    Take a look at ‘The Automated Phone-in Hassle’ and ‘Nursery Rhymes of Nostalgia’ to have an idea of how talented this man is. Had me in stitches.

    As well as being a very talented poet, Darryl is a very funny and kind, humble human being who works tirelessly for charity . A pleasure to know him.

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    Linda
    Sep 19, 2018
    I always look forward to reading Darryl’s latest poems. They always make me smile and laugh. There is many that I would recommend to read but a favorite is the one about the mechanical teeth. Its so funny.
    Keep it up Darryl. Keep us all smiling with your amazing talent.

    Best wishes Darryl, see you soon!

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    Bryan Lindop
    Oct 01, 2018
    I’ve known Darryl since he first began to write comic poetry. I am delighted that he has done so well and that his poems reach such a lot of people all around the world and make everyone smile or laugh. That’s quite an accolade in itself.

    What most people don’t realise is that he is a tireless fundraiser for numerous charities and good causes. He is a very kind, caring and entertainingly funny man and I wish him well. I am sure his talent and dare I say, notoriety, will continue to spread his harmless wit and humour to all those who relish a spot of light relief for many years to come.

    Good luck Darryl and very well done. I’m off to drink my PG Tips now.

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    Zi
    Oct 09, 2018
    I have known Mr Ashton since 2008. He always sent all his magnificent poems. I remember scattered all his poems in bed on cold winter night with a cup of hot chocolate drink and reading his poems… Such a comfort. Love love love love love love it.

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  9. LIFE

    Running scared or
    standing proud.
    Silent whispers or
    shouting loud.
    Live life fast
    Or live life slow.
    Hide from a fight
    Or stand toe-to-
    toe.

    Always speak the
    truth.
    Or always live a
    lie.
    Fall for a girl
    Or fall for a guy.
    Be very shy
    Or be outspoken.
    Move on from a
    lost love
    Or always stay
    heartbroken.

    Have lots of
    friends
    Or be all on your
    own.
    Be a happy chatter
    Or cry, sulk and
    moan.
    Love it when it's
    sunny
    Or love the cold,
    wet rain.
    Like to travel in
    your car
    Or like to go by
    train.

    Life is full of
    choices,
    Which we all will
    have to make.
    It's a test from
    a higher power
    to see which path
    we take.
    One thing is
    certain.
    We are born, we
    live, we die.
    Life comes and
    goes so fast.
    It's gone in the
    blink of an eye.

    This world is full
    of wonder,
    It's there for all
    to see.
    So live life to the
    fullest,
    Make it bright as
    can possibly be.

    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON

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  11. AND MOSES SAID TO THE LORD…”TEN WHAT?”

    God: “What are you doing with the tablets of stone with my Ten Commandments? I thought I told you to take it down the mountain to read to the multitude”.

    MOSES: “Yes, you did, God, but I need to talk to you about that”.

    GOD: “What’s to talk about. It was a simple enough task”.

    MOSES: “That’s what I thought, until, the Health and Safety spotted me trying to carry the tablets”.

    GOD: “What have they got to do with it?”

    MOSES: “Well, God, they reckoned that it was either going to do my back in, or I might drop it on my foot, or somebody else’s foot. Anyway, H & S weren’t having it. I had to fill in a risk assessment form first”.

    GOD: “Anything else?”

    MOSES: “As a matter of fact, there is. It was then that the PC Brigade got involved. Said the title was too abrupt. Didn’t leave any room for negotiation”

    GOD: “That was the idea. They are my commands, that is why they are called commandments. The title stays”.

    MOSES: “Right, God, but there was a couple of other things they weren’t happy about”.

    GOD: “What else were they moaning about?”

    MOSES: “Well they didn’t care for that bit about not worshipping any other Gods. Said it was discriminatory and might upset other religions”.

    GOD: “Anything else?”

    MOSES: “That bit about honouring thy mother and father. They reckon in single – parent families some of the kids don’t know who their father is. Sometimes the mother hasn’t got a clue!”

    GOD: “Go on, let’s have it all”.

    MOSES: “The people and the politicians are dead against the word ‘lie’- they say it is too judgmental. They prefer the phrase such as ‘putting a spin on it’ or ‘presenting it in a better light’ or ‘in the public interest’.

    GOD: “They are still liars, though”.

    MOSES: “Oh yes, God, they lie for a living”.

    GOD: “Are there any of MY commandments these various meddlers are happy about?”

    MOSES: “Well, God, they’re OK with ‘thou shalt not kill’. And the one about stealing, although the politicians rob the people blind, but as they call it taxing apparently, it’s all right”
    Of course, the big stores don’t agree with keeping the Sabbath special.”

    GOD: “I’ve got a good mind to send a plague of frogs to teach these sinners a lesson”.

    MOSES: “No God, don’t do that – or we’ll have the animal rights crowd all over us like a rash!”


    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON

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  13. MY DARLING MY WIFE


    I'll love you always I
    kid you not
    When we're settled -
    we'll tie the knot.
    Your love keeps my
    spirits high
    This is true I cannot
    deny.

    I've loved you more
    each new day
    Even as a child I asked
    you to come out to
    play.
    Now we've grown
    older and we live our
    lives
    We've had our trauma
    but we told no lies.

    We embraced the love
    we shared
    And at night when the
    candle glared.
    We cuddled up to each
    other
    Knowing our love put
    us both in clover.

    My darling, my wife, I
    love you so
    Loving you so much I
    never felt low.
    We are old now and
    still together
    But life has been like
    a helter skelter!

    But love shone through
    the darkest days
    We loved the sun as
    we soaked up the rays.
    My honey, my wife, you
    are my life,
    And I thank God - as I
    made you my wife.

    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON

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  14. THE HOMELESS.


    The homeless are not
    aliens - they are human,
    just like us all,
    Its just they've had
    some bad luck - and
    on hard times they
    do fall.

    They scour the streets
    of the land,
    Hoping a kind stranger
    will give them a helping
    hand,
    They lay in the cold of
    winter - inside their
    cardboard box,
    And if they catch a chill -
    they might catch chicken
    pox!

    We see this problem
    every day - and it really
    shouldn't happen,
    When mankind fails to
    act - loneliness will ripen.
    To be cast aside like a doll,
    and to be jeered at every
    day,
    When all the homeless
    really want - is to feel
    a-okay!

    This is a serious problem -
    and especially now,
    We must find a way to
    stop this - provide some
    shelter, somehow.
    Roaming the streets isn't
    the answer - and not in
    this day and age,
    And when the local
    authorities ignore it - it
    puts me in a rage!

    We could provide more
    centres - and food and
    drink to share,
    And a friendly chatter -
    before this is so rare?
    Just to listen - and to
    smile - this could prove
    a lifesaver,
    Then if you can afford it -
    donate a nice new dollar!

    This happens all over -
    even in poor countries
    too,
    It is poverty - and children
    suffer, I tell you this is
    true.
    People in high places who
    live in posh big houses,
    They don't know the real
    truth - they can't see past
    their own noses!

    Welfare is partly to blame -
    with the poor losing their
    welfare
    If they are disabled - they'll
    lose all - and that's not
    fair.
    They target the disabled -
    and the vulnerable of society,
    It isn't right, I tell you - they
    need help - and on occasions
    pity?

    Food banks are now popular
    all over the land we see,
    They provide food and advice -
    for you and for me.
    The rich just get richer - and
    the poor are left to rot,
    And as the single mother - lays
    her baby in a broken cot.

    The world would be a better
    place - if poverty wasn't here,
    But there's nothing we can
    do about it - but try to bring
    good cheer.
    A simple smile, a simple wave,
    this really would be better,
    And if more people spoke to
    each other - things would
    improve forever.

    But this is not an ideal world -
    and there are a lot of sinners,
    But they can be reformed - and
    be the new beginners!
    The homeless could be a thing
    of the past - and this I so do
    pray;
    "Especially at times like this -
    some warmth on Christmas
    Day."

    So, please, spare a thought -
    and if you can a smile,
    And watch the face light up -
    instead of going on trial!
    This is my prediction - to end
    all poverty -
    But I can't do it alone - I need
    help, seriously!

    From government leaders -
    to council sinners - their help
    is what we need,
    And maybe one fine day - we
    will all say; 'they did a very
    good deed.'
    So embrace your life as never
    before - and say; 'thank you
    for your warm home,'
    Because if you weren't so
    lucky - the streets you may
    just roam?


    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON

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    1. THE HOMELESS...PART TWO.


      The homeless do need
      help - not condemnation
      every day,
      We should help them
      more - in our own way.
      A smile and a chat - or
      a cup of tea to give,
      And maybe a sandwich -
      we all should forgive.

      It happens every day -
      and they feel such
      dismay,
      The homeless are all
      human - this is true
      today?
      Walking the streets
      they do - often feeling
      low,
      But we can make a
      little difference - and
      good cheer is good to
      know.

      The homeless just
      want a home - just like
      you and me;
      'They're even willing to
      pay for it - in rent for
      all to see?'
      The bedroom tax doesn't
      help them - nor the local
      authorities;
      If they help the homeless
      to get a home - they're
      hit by a sanctions swizz!!

      The homeless want to
      work - and pay taxes like
      all other people -
      They don't want any hand-
      outs - this is pure and
      simple.
      The welfare advisers
      are like computers -
      "Next person, please? It's
      all electronic disorders?"

      The homeless wander
      from place to place -
      Just trying to get a grip
      on the human race?
      In cold weather they
      will freeze -
      In warm weather - they
      feel at ease!
      But, being homeless isn't
      nice - and no one should
      live like this -
      If only with a little help -
      their life could be so bliss!

      A hot bath - and a good
      hot meal, can perk your
      spirits high,
      And when you're out of
      the rain - your clothes will
      feel so dry?
      A little compassion - and
      a will to care -
      To eradicate this homeless
      problem - we do it because
      we dare?

      We can all help solve this
      problem - that is so very
      true -
      If you see a homeless
      person - say; 'hello, - how
      are you?'
      Give a little blessing - and
      see their face light up with
      glee,
      And you will see with your
      own eyes - being friendly is
      so FREE!

      So my new year message
      to the government, is to try
      to help the poor -
      Give them all some hope -
      don't rob their benefits
      even more?
      Make 2015 a happy year -
      and try and spread good
      cheer,
      But just from me - and the
      lord - I wish you all; A
      Happy New Year.


      BY
      DARRYL ASHTON

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  15. LIVING WITH DEPRESSION


    The battle with depression
    Is like going on a very long
    mission.
    You always feel very down
    and worthless
    And each new day is pointless.

    You feel you have no interest
    in living life anymore
    Compared to when you were
    full of life and each day you
    did adore.
    But you mind and your soul
    just changed - as you lost the
    will to live
    And even your worse enemies -
    you always did forgive.

    No one knows your anguish as
    you always feel so low
    Even when you look good - you
    don't want to know.
    Every day you fo despise but
    you do try to live on
    But deep inside your soul - you
    want to be reborn.

    Your brain now dictates to you
    and you have lost control
    Once up a long time ago you
    did go to the ball.
    Medication does help you but
    but it is so addictive to take
    But you know yourself you do
    need it cos your body will start
    to shake.

    You so want your life back
    as it was once your own
    But how do you go about it
    when your heart and soul
    feel torn?
    You fail to see life as you
    used to see it and that is
    hard to accept now
    And all you really want to
    do is live each day some-
    how.

    But I will fight on and I
    will live my life and free
    And banish my depression
    from my life and that you
    all will see.
    The light does shine in
    my life and my soul has a
    new life,
    And I now live each new
    day - positive and with no
    strife.

    Yes, it was a battle but I
    did get some support,
    The doctors did help me
    and my illness they did
    escort.
    Depression is a demon
    an invisible demon too
    But you can defeat it
    as you know - that is
    very true.

    Love yourself and love
    your life and you'll not
    suffer and strife.
    And you can beat the
    illness and live a good
    life.
    It won't be easy - as I
    do know just take it
    day by day
    And one day in the future -
    you'll be FREE from all
    your dismay.

    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON

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  16. TO DESTROY THIS EVIL DEPRESSION


    Depression is very
    nasty
    It attacks you in
    secrecy
    It delves into your
    soul
    And you never
    hear it call.

    No matter what
    you do
    Depression really
    will find you
    It will sneak up
    and attack you
    And this is very
    true.

    It takes away your
    self worth
    It can attack you
    even at birth.
    You cannot hide
    from depression
    It's a coward on
    a secret mission.

    You can't even
    run away
    As depression
    will cause you
    much dismay.
    It invades your
    soul as it is so
    evil
    And all you can
    do is pop a pill!

    You hate all God's
    creation
    Even with no
    hesitation.
    The world out side
    doesn't interest
    you
    You have no one
    to talk too.

    Depression can be
    beaten but it is a
    long hard battle
    It creeps around
    all inside you just
    like you were
    cattle.
    You have no zest
    to live
    But can you really
    forgive?

    You look up to the
    sky and see your
    freedom there
    Do you see heaven?
    Do you really care?
    Your destiny is in
    sight
    As you plunge into
    darkness - goodnight!

    There isn't any escape
    I know
    That's why I always
    feel so low.
    God in Heaven, please
    hear my prayer
    Answer, me, please,
    are you there?

    My soul has gone and
    it is time to go
    Never again will I
    feel so low.
    I meet the Lord as I
    do abide,
    Is the answer really;
    suicide?

    Maybe it isn't - but
    no body knows for
    sure
    What can beat this
    depression? Is there
    a known cure?
    Maybe you can tell
    me - as I am in a
    deep recession.
    Is there really a cure -
    to destroy this evil
    depression?

    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON

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  17. TO LOVE YOUR LIFE


    The light is there I
    see it now
    But it's been a long
    road but I made it,
    somehow.
    The darkest days
    were horrible - yet
    it was a quest
    And now I have
    seen the light - I
    feel a special guest.

    Life had no meaning
    to me and I lost the
    will to live
    But the light shone
    into my life - and I
    learned to forgive.
    The days and nights
    were always so dark
    and no end in sight
    But with my faith I
    soon discovered - a
    newly born delight.

    The sky looks blue
    every day even
    when it's cloudy
    And I do try to be
    happy - instead of
    always moody!
    I even prayed to God,
    above - and I think
    he heard my prayer
    He smiled down upon
    me - and happiness
    came near.

    So even when the
    dark days are there
    you can still see the
    light
    And live each new day
    as you might - you
    do not now need to
    fight.
    The light you now
    see has been there
    all the time
    But other people can't
    see your hurt - and
    the mountain you
    need to climb.

    May God Bless all of
    us and guide us all
    each day
    And we can always
    keep smiling - and
    banish all dismay.
    A positive mind says
    a lot as we live our
    daily lives
    And mental illness
    will be banished - as
    happiness and love
    survives.

    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON

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  18. THE NOISY CROWD

    You walk away from
    the crowd
    Because they are very
    loud.
    You seem to be very
    anxious
    And you ask God to
    bless us.

    The crowd is in loud
    voice
    Do you join them? It
    is your choice.
    The noise from the
    crowd is very loud
    to bare
    Can you run away
    and go somewhere?

    The crowd are now
    all laughing as the
    sun meets the moon
    You are not yet
    panicking like you
    did in the afternoon.
    You wanted to get
    away from the very
    loud crowd
    So you plucked up
    the courage and
    walked away so proud.

    The crowd are now
    dispersing and the
    noise is now silent.
    You have escaped the
    noisy crowd and you
    feel so defiant.
    Just remember that
    crowd and you will
    be okay
    And if you just walk
    away from the crowd -
    you won't feel any
    dismay.

    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON

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  19. TO LIVE OUR LIVES


    To live our lives is
    what we do
    We love if we are
    lucky and that is
    very true.
    The way forward
    is a very complex
    journey
    Please do take your
    time and never
    hurry.

    The sun shall light
    the day ahead and
    the moon shall wear
    its smile
    And both will bless
    you and guide you
    home in happy and
    comfy style.

    Just see the shining
    star above, as you
    embark on your quest,
    And you will find your
    way because you
    always do your best.

    Happiness will be with
    you as you settle down
    to sleep
    And the moon shall
    light and it will protect
    you - your safety the
    moon shall keep.

    So bless our lives as
    we all live on - the
    future is unknown
    Our hearts we lift and
    our souls are at peace -
    and this will always be
    known.

    Go forth and live but
    always do pray and
    life shall always be
    grand
    And you can even take
    a drink and boogie - to
    the musical band.

    God is always there as
    he is the master, and
    we all will live thereafter,
    And we will live for
    ever more - and never
    face any disaster.

    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON

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  20. TOMORROW


    Tomorrow is another
    day
    But will it cause me
    more dismay?
    I dread the day as
    my heart does sink
    Sometimes I am
    depressed - and life
    does stink.

    I often pray for a
    cure to end all the
    depression,
    Am I living in hope
    or on a failing
    mission?
    The day is the same
    no matter how I do
    feel
    I may say a prayer
    and on my knees I'll
    kneel.

    Tomorrow doesn't
    really care
    It doesn't stop you
    from being there.
    I always do live in
    hope and in peace
    And maybe pray one
    day depression will
    decrease.

    I go on as best I
    am able
    Eat my food from my
    lonely table.
    I look around the
    room I share,
    I live with depression -
    but it really does not
    care.

    So tomorrow I'll do
    the same again
    Hoping depression
    will be slain.
    God, in heaven, I
    call on you;
    Help me to live on -
    I mean this, so true.

    Tomorrow is a new
    adventure as it does
    look uncertain
    Will it be my last day -
    and close a poetic
    curtain?
    Tomorrow may bring
    a surprise - and free
    me from this sorrow
    Oh, God, please help
    me - and help me
    through tomorrow!

    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON

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  22. THE MAGIC AND THE MYSTERY
    OF BOTH THE MIND AND BRAIN


    The mind is amazing that is
    for sure
    But when it goes wrong there
    is no known cure.
    The mind has a good friend -
    and they both do work together
    They are an awesome team -
    as they work like the weather.

    They can cause a storm, and
    they also can be calm
    They can cause you to be
    cold and also to be warm.
    They work so hard to bring
    you new ideas
    But on occasions - it can
    cause you tears.

    You live each day thinking
    and listening,
    Every day we are thinking -
    even in the evening.
    The mind and the brain
    are as one as they function
    like magic
    No one knows their secret -
    it is so static.

    So we welcome the brain
    and the mind in our lives
    today,
    And who knows the power
    they hold - they even control
    dismay.
    But there is a dark and a
    sinister side which they seem
    to work like a clown,
    They can cause mental
    illness - and a nervous
    breakdown.

    Nobody knows why this
    does happen - or why they
    act like this
    They can change like magic -
    and make you feel like bliss.
    Lord, please hear my prayer -
    and guide me through my
    mind,
    And both my mind and my
    brain shall always help me
    to unwind.

    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON

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  24. LIVING WITH MENTAL ILLNESS


    The mind fails me
    again and I don't
    know what to do,
    I go to the hospital -
    but there's always
    a long queue!
    My mind is dictating
    to what I can think
    It also pains me as
    I need to see a shrink!

    I do not know why
    this does happen to
    me
    I feel so much dismay
    but I want to be free.
    The hurt inside my
    head won't go away
    I used to walk straight -
    now I just sway!

    Does nobody care? Does
    no one give a hoot?
    If I tell my boss how I
    feel - I will get the boot!
    I try every day to find
    a cure for this disease,
    I want to be normal -
    and feel at ease.

    I used to have fun and
    enjoy my life
    Now all I face is more
    sorrow and strife!
    I try to act normal but
    it is hard,
    If some didn't know me -
    they'd call Scotland Yard!

    But, I am optimistic, and
    it is a challenge to go
    on each new day,
    Because I feel so down
    and so much dismay.
    I do take my tablets - as
    they help me through,
    I want to be FREE - this
    is so true.

    The doctors do help me -
    as I take my medication,
    I take a daily tablet - it
    is my fixation!
    The future of mental
    health which attacks the
    brain,
    I pray one day mental
    illness will be slain.

    One day you're normal -
    but the other you're not,
    You feel so anxious and
    sometimes sweaty and
    hot.
    But one day I pray that
    there will be a cure
    To banish mental illness -
    that is for sure.

    Hear my plea, I beg thee
    oh Lord,
    Save me now and welcome
    me on board.
    You have the power to
    slain mental illness,
    Slay it now and create lots
    of happiness.
    Be gone mental illness - I
    want to be FREE,
    The world is calling me -
    and it's time to break free.

    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON

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  25. MY LITTLE ANGEL


    My little angel is now
    departed
    Her illness took her
    from me, uninvited.
    But I know she is at
    peace now
    But still I cry and my
    head I do bow.

    There is an empty
    space right now down
    here,
    But my baby has gone
    to heaven - I want her
    near.
    She'll always be here,
    in my heart, and my
    soul,
    I look up to heaven -
    cos I hear her call.

    How I miss her - how
    I do cry
    I cry so much as I look
    to the sky.
    My little angel is now
    free
    Free from her pain
    that took her from me.

    How do you cope? How
    do you go on?
    Can someone tell me -
    can anyone?
    To stop this hurt in
    side of me
    Before I crack up - I
    want to be free.

    But I know my angel
    would not agree
    If I gave in and set
    myself free.
    I have to live and live
    my life
    But my angel is there -
    comforting my strife.

    I did blame God but
    it was my grief
    I caress my angel on
    her wreath.
    I know she is happy
    and I have to be too
    So, just for you, my
    angel, I will live on
    for you.

    We will meet one day -
    when the time is right
    So I go to bed now -
    and say; goodnight.
    I love you my angel
    as you watch over me,
    But I still do cry because,
    I so do want to be FREE.

    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON

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  27. TO END ALL MY DISMAY


    The fear in the mind is
    invisible
    It can cause havoc and
    be very inseparable.
    It does not care who it
    attacks
    It destroys lives and
    the pain just stacks -
    and in your face it
    smacks!

    Behold! I see a light but
    it is so far away
    But I must go to it - as it
    may banish all my dismay.
    I feel so down every day
    but pills do help me to
    cope,
    Mental health is invisible -
    as I fall down a slippery
    slope.

    I do take courses to fight
    this menace in my head
    It attacks me in secrecy -
    it is I do dread.
    I try to stay focused and
    live my life each day
    But this invisible illness -
    still causes me so much
    dismay.

    But that light I could see
    at the beginning is getting
    very near
    OMG....here it comes....I
    now do shed a tear.
    A tear of joy as the light....
    it lights my way
    And as I walk into the
    light....it takes away all my
    dismay.

    God has blessed me and
    now I am cured,
    This is just a miracle and
    it does sound so absurd.
    But I do believe in God,
    and I pray every day.
    And God has kindly
    answered me - and took
    away all my dismay.

    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON

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  28. THE CURSE OF DEPRESSION


    Who can help me beat
    this curse?
    I always write rhyming
    verse.
    The curse is known by
    everyone,
    It isn't nice and it isn't
    fun.
    What is this curse that
    can wreck lives?
    It is so evil it also hides.

    No one is safe from
    it's evil grip
    Be careful or it will make
    you slip.
    You can try and hide
    but there is no escape
    from its clutches
    No matter where you
    go - this curse is there
    in the bushes!
    The outside world cannot
    help you,
    The curse knows this -
    it is so true.

    You lose all your zest
    for life - and you have
    no interest,
    You always try and
    hide away - you just
    want to rest.
    You feel so helpless and
    so useless
    This curse is destroying
    you - there is no
    forgiveness.
    You want to give up and
    escape this life
    This curse just causes
    you lots of strife.

    You think of a way to
    get some help
    But you just feel like
    hiding and letting out
    a giant yelp!
    The curse has got you
    in its grip
    You just want to run
    away from the curse -
    to give it the slip.
    The world around you
    means nothing to you
    And asking for help -
    there's always a queue!

    The hospital is full with
    victims of this curse
    I know that for a fact - I
    was told by a nurse.
    Then I was invited to
    go to this place
    Would it help me to
    escape this human race?
    Or will it assess me and
    help set me free,
    From this curse I cannot
    see?

    Suddenly I'm here in a
    bed and medication I
    do take
    I try to sleep but I'm
    always awake.
    This hospital is here -
    it's found me a bed
    Now I am getting better -
    the curse I don't now
    dread.
    Now I am free and I see
    my reason,
    From the curse which is
    known as evil depression.

    God has saved me I now
    pray to him
    And on Sunday in church -
    I will sing a hymn.
    I am now FREE from the
    misery of depression -
    I thank thee oh God - I
    now have a mission.
    A mission to help all
    those with this curse
    And if you're like me -
    just write rhyming verse!

    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON

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  29. THE GIFT OF WATER


    The mighty river flows
    by the shore
    It is a cure that is for
    sure.
    The water will cleanse
    you as you pray
    The river shall wash
    your dismay away.

    The water is clean and
    people can drink
    They all sit down and
    have a think.
    The water is a gift from
    up above as it cleanses
    our soul
    But the water is precious
    as it serves us all.

    People walk for miles to
    collect their fresh water,
    People need it to drink
    and wash and animals
    drink to their slaughter.
    But most flowers survive
    as they enjoy a drink,
    Water is very precious -
    it does make you think.

    Life is short and we need
    water to live each new
    day
    And even in church water
    can cleanse any dismay.
    We need our water but
    it is hard to find
    And poverty can be to
    blame as it can make
    us all blind.

    No matter where you are
    in the vast world we all do
    share
    Let us share our water
    because we all do care.
    We drink our water and
    we also do cook,
    Now I collect my own
    water from the fresh
    water-filled brook.

    But many people do
    struggle to fetch their
    water
    I pray for them all just
    as I oughta.
    God bless our water as
    we all have a drink,
    And just sit down as it
    will make you all think.

    Water is precious as we
    all know that is true.
    But if you collect your
    own water - there is
    always a queue!
    God shall help you to
    fetch your own water
    to live
    As we drink our water -
    it also helps us all to
    forgive.

    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON

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  30. MY HONEY....MYRNA SALARDA


    My honey Myrna is in
    the Philippines
    I see her every night
    and always in my
    dreams.
    Myrna is very special
    to and always goes
    to work
    Opening our store -
    her duties she does
    not shirk.

    Myrna is my honey
    and she never feels
    any strife
    And when I go to
    the Philippines she
    will become my wife.
    We met on Facebook
    and we love each
    other so
    When we are chatting -
    we never feel low.

    My life is with Myrna
    that is very true
    Myrna is a diamond -
    and I always will love
    you.
    We will meet in person
    one day very soon and
    spend our lives together,
    Going to the Philippines
    is my great new adventure.

    Myrna Salarda Ashton I
    write this poem for you
    To show you just how
    much I care - my love
    for you is true.
    The Philippines is my
    destination as my honey
    is over there
    So now I board my super
    jet - as I fly to the
    Philippines through the
    air.

    Yes, things are working
    out as I know that is my
    destiny
    Yes, a new life in the
    Philippines and for all
    life's eternity.
    God Bless Myrna - has
    she is working in our
    store
    Her loyalty is
    unquestioned, her love
    I do adore.

    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON

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  31. TIS MAGIC! FEATURING CATWEAZLE AND BREXIT!



    Don't tempt fate
    Just take the bait
    Do not look
    Just bite the hook.
    The fish they swim
    tis a magic sight
    I will growl at thee
    and give thee a
    fright.

    The wheels go round
    to playing magic
    I hear the magic so
    but it is so static.
    Thou makes me
    dance I kid thee not
    Now my robe is in
    a knot.

    I hear the voices on
    the tellingbone
    I command thee now
    as I'm on my throne.
    I talk to the spirits
    cos I am a clot,
    Tis all magic I kid
    thee not
    I now make merry
    and dance like crazy,
    I am a magician it
    is electrickery!

    Who am I as I want
    to fly,
    Why does thou mock
    me and make me cry?
    I want to fly but I
    hate the water
    Now I go home - as
    I flutter.
    I fell through time,
    I kid thee not
    I eat more sweets -
    my teeth to rot.

    I love magic that's
    for sure
    My name is Catweazle,
    and I'm the cure.
    I have a friend and
    he hates the mud
    May I introduce my
    pet; Touchwood!
    I want to fly and
    go back home
    The the 11th century
    where I do roam.

    I've heard of Brexit
    but is it all lies?
    Told by the Tories -
    and their spies.
    I can see the future
    and the Brexit,
    Will the UK stay - or
    will they exit?
    I kid thee not so
    please don't mock
    me
    If we leave Brexit -
    nothing's for free.

    I will go now back
    to my own time,
    I go with Touchwood -
    my tree I will now
    climb.
    My name is Catweazle,
    and I'm a magician,
    Touchwood makes
    silly noises cos he
    has his suspician.
    I can see the Brexit -
    it looks so static,
    Just ask Catweazle -
    he'll say its....MAGIC!!!!!!


    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON

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  32. SERGEI GOES ON A HOT DATE....
    TO THE HOLLYWOOD MOVIES


    My name is Aleksandr
    Orlov, boss of meerkat
    estates,
    But recently, Servant
    Sergei, has been making
    silly mistakes.
    We are in America - and
    trying to seal our fate,
    Suddenly, Servant Sergei,
    gets himself a date!

    He plays with his
    computermabob, all day
    and all night,
    Then he makes himself
    poorly - he really gives
    me a fright.
    We are here to conquer
    America, to be in the
    Hollywood Movies,
    So when me and Sergei
    hit the town - we act like
    a couple of smoothies!!!!!!

    We live in a big Hollywood
    mansion, high up in the
    hills,
    But I am always playing
    meerkat doctor - to make
    sure Sergei takes his pills.
    We hired a little buggy -
    to get around the
    Hollywood -
    But we nearly had a big
    crash - is Sergei's head
    made of wood?

    Suddenly the doorbell
    rings - and Sergei goes
    to the door,
    When he opens up the
    door - he shouts a great
    big: 'COR!'
    He tells me he has a
    'hot date', with some
    famous Hollywood lady
    singer,
    They then head off to
    the Hollywood Movies -
    is Sergei now in danger?

    I am very shocked to
    learn, of Sergei's new
    hot date,
    Will he try to kiss her -
    and get into a state?
    They sit down in their
    seats, and Sergei's
    furry hand does wander,
    He's trying to pinch the
    popcorn, now he's in
    real bother!!!!!!

    The movie now has
    finished - and now they
    both head home,
    Sergei wants a goodnight
    kiss - but he gets naughty -
    and tries to keep her warm!
    Aleksandr is waiting up -
    and is feeling quite
    concerned,
    Is Sergei getting flirty -
    has he also turned?!

    Welcome to the Hollywood -
    and meerkat Hollywood
    Movies.
    Where Sergei goes on a
    hot date - dancing to in
    the groovies!
    Is Sergei acting silly - and
    not professional?
    Stay tuned for more U.S.
    escapades - it really is
    so....SIMPLE!!!!!!

    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON

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    1. SERGEI'S HOT DATE...PART TWO!!!!!!


      I sit here very patiently,
      in my big mansion house -
      And, no, I don't have to
      give you and darn good
      reason!
      I am waiting for Sergei,
      to quietly come home,
      He's on a very hot date -
      he always likes to roam.

      Sergei doesn't get out
      much - he has to work
      in IT -
      'Now we are in Hollywood -
      he has also to make the
      tea!'
      We're in the Hollywood
      Movies - so Sergei knows
      his fate,
      But recently he's been
      acting so strange - he's
      got a very hot date!

      He has to be very careful -
      as he's always very shy,
      I tell him to be professional -
      but he never listens - no
      matter how hard I try!
      He has a new admirer, well,
      that's what he does like
      to think,
      He always plays with his
      computermabob, and he
      causes such a stink!

      He can be a 'son of a
      mongoose' - and he always
      plays with his furry pimple.
      He always has to act silly -
      I think he's turning simple!
      But, some lady called:
      'Nicole Kidman' - she want
      to go to the movies;
      'Sitting on the back row -
      like a couple of glamour'
      smoothies!'

      Sergei is so very keen - to
      make a big impression,
      I think he's very silly - but
      that's only my suggestion!
      I have been told about,
      what Sergei tried to do,
      He tried to pinch Miss
      Kidman's popcorn - yes,
      this is very true!

      But I saw where Sergei
      put his furry claw - on
      Nicole's petite lap,
      How dare he get so flirty,
      So Nicole gave him a slap!
      I'll have to have some words
      with Sergei - he's being
      very naughty,
      I'll send him home to his
      IT department - I'll do it -
      you will see!!!!

      Come along, Sergei, we
      have to now go home.
      You can also bring Miss
      Kidman - I'm sure she'll
      keep you warm!!!!
      Sergei's now dreaming of
      "marrying" Nicole - in a
      temple;
      'Son of a mongoose' - he
      dreams so very....SIMPLE!!!!!!'

      BY
      DARRYL ASHTON

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  33. MENTAL ILLNESS


    It is invisible this I
    don't deny
    I cannot escape it -
    no matter how I do
    try.
    It's with me all the
    time it won't leave
    me alone
    It is a darn menace -
    it always makes me
    moan.

    I want to escape it
    and be free again,
    Just to live a normal
    life - and also free
    from this pain.
    I try praying but he
    is never there
    I even shed a tear -
    sometimes I do swear.

    I long to escape to
    freedom - but it just
    will not relent
    This evil menace - it
    really should repent!
    I have heard of this
    illness - but I never
    though it was real,
    Now it attacks me -
    it is so surreal.

    So what do I do?
    Where do I hide?
    All I want is peace -
    but to insanity I do
    slide!
    Oh my God where
    are you now for me,
    Please hear my prayer,
    and please set me free.

    What is the use of
    life - when the pain
    causes so much strife.
    Will I be better off if
    I grappled with a knife?
    Yes, I write my poems -
    to escape the clutches
    of this disease,
    How do I beat it - won't
    someone tell me, please?

    I just keep fighting but
    soon I just might fail
    To keep on living - I
    see no holy trail.
    The sense of normality
    has left me - I'm in a
    wilderness,
    Does anyone have the
    answer - to defeat this
    mental illness?

    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON

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  34. FIGHTING THE IN-HEAD BATTLE



    You can fight it but its
    always there
    You can pray to God
    but does he really care?
    You can try and hide
    and hope it goes away
    But its always there
    and it causes so much
    dismay.

    Life is a challenge - but
    it just goes on and on,
    You try to live normally
    and be a loving son.
    You wake up each
    morning and you have
    no interest
    Hoping one day soon
    you will find eternal
    rest.

    To escape the clutches
    as you try to 'get a grip',
    But slowly into 'insanity'
    you sadly do slip.
    But a prayer can
    sometimes be heard by
    the master,
    And he just might answer....
    and end all your disaster.

    So I pray now to the God
    up high - and I will wait
    for his reply.
    And if he can really banish
    this illness - it may stop
    me from wanting to cry.
    So I will try and stay
    "normal" if that is the right
    thing to say,
    And maybe tomorrow - I
    won't feel any more dismay.

    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON

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  35. THE VOICES


    The voices say it all
    And they sure do
    make your skin crawl,
    They whisper in your
    brain and you can
    always hear them
    there.
    They torment you
    all the time - they
    really do not care.
    They will eventually
    drive you insane,
    But no body will
    ever take the blame.

    The voices will haunt
    you, that I cannot
    deny,
    They will pursue you -
    and they'll make you
    cry.
    You cannot escape
    them - for they know
    your every move,
    They will haunt you
    every minute and
    send you in the
    groove!

    You can run, but
    you cannot hide,
    The voices will find
    you, they're always
    by your side.
    Just like the
    whispers, also in
    your head,
    The voices will team
    up - this you sure
    will dread.

    Beware of the voices,
    they are so very
    sinister,
    If you keep hearing
    them - you may
    have to see a minister.
    The voices are there,
    even beyond the
    grave,
    Just try to ignore
    them - go on, be
    brave!

    But no matter where
    you try to hide,
    The voices are there
    by your side.
    The darkness looms
    as the voices awake,
    From the grave to
    your sinister wake.

    Behold! The sun is
    now rising,
    It looks so bright -
    it is surprising.
    But something has
    happened - has my
    mind gone astray?
    Oh my God...those
    voices...they've all
    gone away!

    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON

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  36. THE PAIN OF LIFE

    The pain is unrelenting,
    and invisible,
    I wake up each new
    day and take a boring
    pill.
    I dread each new day
    as they bring me
    nothing but dismay
    Maybe one fine day I
    will be free to enjoy
    my day.

    To lose a child is so
    horrible - as the pain
    is always there
    Should I go to my
    doctor - but will they
    really care?
    My soul is near gone
    as I feel no zest for
    life
    My little child was
    taken from me - now
    I suffer much strife.

    Life does go on and
    time may heal my
    pain
    But I already am dead
    inside - my soul is now
    slain.
    No more happy days
    as I shed a little tear,
    Trying to live on is
    something I do now
    fear.

    My pain is an enemy
    and attacks my grief,
    I suffer
    I try to talk to other
    people - but my words
    I always do stutter.
    Life can be cruel and
    it also can be good
    But why do I have to
    suffer every day - my
    name dragged through
    the mud?

    God, in Heaven, please
    do have some pity.
    I want to live in peace
    and escape the stress-
    filled city.
    I see no hope as the
    pain does again, attack
    my soul,
    Hear me oh God - I
    want to go - please do
    hear my call.

    The moral of my poem
    is there is some help
    out there.
    If you have lost a loved
    one - someone really
    does care.
    Trust in God and you
    will be free from your
    pain.
    And life will be worth
    living - and your pain -
    God will finally slain.

    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON

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  37. A GLORIOUS REBIRTH


    To wish upon a star
    at night
    Is so magical and
    a delight.
    To make a wish
    and hope it comes
    true
    I do this now, just
    for you.

    To wish for love,
    and happiness to
    thrive
    Without love and
    happiness - we just
    wouldn't survive.
    War and peace - is
    also what I wish
    for
    To end all famine -
    and starvation, for
    sure.

    To end all hatred
    and bigotry too,
    Even racism is in
    the queue.
    We all live together
    as we are all equal,
    Maybe God can
    create a life of a
    sequel?

    So live and love
    each new day - as
    it is a gift
    No dismay and not
    a rift.
    The earth is turning
    so very slowly
    Thank God for my
    life - it is so holy.

    But it can be hard
    to face each new
    day
    And it can also cause
    you so much dismay.
    God has blessed us
    all at our birth
    And he has created
    a glorious rebirth.

    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON

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  38. THE IN-MIND MAGICIAN


    The enemy within, is
    so very silent,
    It is like a ghost, so
    very defiant.
    Behold! The spirit is
    a mystery to solve it's
    power
    What makes the mind
    work - it controls its
    own endeavour.

    The mind is also a
    magician - it plays
    tricks in all secrecy,
    It will haunt you and
    it will also claim victory.
    It'll make you think
    you are going insane
    Then eventually, your
    body will break down
    and be slain.

    The ghost is always
    there - as you know
    that to be true
    It never stops hurting
    you - it penetrates
    you - as you are not
    new.
    Bedlam is not far away,
    as sanity is what you
    do fight for
    But the ghost in your
    mind - is always there
    for your brain to store.

    God knows of your
    plight as he does hear
    your prayer
    So he decides to help
    you - and he sends
    down the brain slayer.
    The ghost in your
    brain is destroyed -
    now and for ever,
    And you are now free
    to enjoy life's endeavour.

    Go with God as your
    keeper
    And you'll always be
    free from the grim
    reaper.
    Your mind is now
    normal and free from
    the curse
    Now I can write my
    very last rhyming verse!

    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON

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  39. MENTAL ILLNESS


    Mental illness why do you attack me?
    You stay in my head and stay there for
    eternity.
    You are so vile and a coward who attacks
    the weak
    Please leave us all alone and turn the
    other cheek.

    You are a parasite as you do wreck
    people's lives
    And you cause so much misery and
    only the strong survives.
    Be gone you mental illness and never
    ever come back.
    If you attack me every day I may break
    down and crack.

    But I decide to fight back and try
    and defeat this mental illness,
    I have to be strong - but it causes
    me so much emptiness.
    But the devil must be destroyed
    one way or another,
    And together with my good friend,
    optimism - we can live a life of
    clover.

    Tomorrow is another day - and
    mental illness will be no more.
    And when I am finally free from
    this horror - each new day I will
    adore.
    The sanity is back in my mind -
    it was lost for a long time,
    But now I am free from this
    torture - and I can write my
    rhyming rhyme.

    God Bless all of those who do
    suffer with mental health, and
    more,
    But you can, in time, you can
    defeat it - and live in peace
    as never before.
    It is a long hard battle - but you
    can be victorious,
    And you can say; goodbye to
    mental illness - and you're life
    will be so splendorous.

    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON

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  40. FEAR IS THE GOLDEN KEY


    The fellowship of thy
    prayer
    Is never seen, so I
    hear.
    The prayers I say to
    my God, up high,
    Does he ever hear
    me - I do sometimes
    deny.

    The mind is in turmoil,
    and life is not good
    I pray every day for
    comfort - my mind is
    now of wood.
    To pray up to the lord,
    in Heaven, is it really
    worth it, I say.
    I do wonder if my
    prayers are heard -
    will it end all my
    dismay.

    The sanity of my
    mind - does act so
    dumb at times
    Especially the silly
    clock - it makes such
    odd chimes.
    Life is also odd - or,
    maybe I'm to blame,
    But why do I wake
    up and feel so much
    shame?

    The perils of daily
    living gets worse each
    new day
    And all I hope and
    pray for - is an end to
    all my dismay.
    Praise God in the
    highest - and he may
    just answer me,
    And he might just
    eradicate me mind -
    or, is fear the golden
    key?

    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON

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  41. MENTAL ILLNESS....BE GONE


    Mental illness can destroy
    you
    It attacks the mind of the
    chosen few.
    It does not notify you of
    its invasion,
    It creeps into your mind
    with no good reason.

    Mental illness is a demon
    as it penetrates your soul.
    You cannot hide from it -
    it causes a real mass brawl.
    It really is so evil your
    life seems so meaningless,
    You always fear each new
    day - you try to live
    nevertheless.

    But if you pray from your
    soul your prayer might be
    heard.
    God might hear your prayer
    and answer in word!
    The Holy Lord shall inherit
    your mind and cleanse your
    troubled mind
    And you should feel better
    as you leave your pain
    behind.

    So trust in God and he will
    hear you - that is very true
    And all the mental illness
    shall be cleansed just for
    you.
    Mental illness will be banished
    as you live each new day.
    And never again shall you
    suffer any more dismay.

    Live your life as the Lord
    commands and your fear
    shall all be gone.
    And when you do awake
    you'll see the morning sun.
    The Holy Ghost will always
    help you - thus is very true,
    And if you pray to God in
    heaven - he will always (I
    promise you) - always hear
    you.

    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON

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  42. THE STATE OF THE MIND



    The state of the mind is in question
    Has anyone got any suggestion?
    The mind can stop working as it
    slowly breaks down
    And it causes a massive downward
    fall - like when you slowly drown.

    But the mind can play tricks like the
    magician in your mind
    You can lose the plot and reality is
    hard to find.
    Sanity you once had is now dead
    and buried.
    Your mind is a total loss and now
    you are so worried.

    But you refuse to let the evil hurt
    you and you start to fight back
    Trying to destroy the in-kind demons
    before you do crack.
    You have the energy to fight as the
    in-kind demons are laughing
    But then you attack them and they
    need to carry on fighting

    But sanity does win and the mind
    shall get better.
    You win the fight of the mind and
    the sanity is now clever.
    The world seems better as your
    mind is back to normal
    But it really did scare you when
    you felt so paranormal!

    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON

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  43. MENTAL ILLNESS


    Mental illness please be gone
    I want to see the morning sun.
    To blind my vision you should
    not do
    Why do you attack the chosen
    few?

    So save the day and leave my
    soul
    My mind's in turmoil as I hear the
    call.
    Mental illness please loosen your
    grip
    As you are killing me - my soul you
    strip.

    Even cancer is the same it wrecks
    your life
    It drains your soul and causes mass
    strife.
    God in Heaven please hear my
    prayer
    Guide me through this - guide me to
    somewhere.

    The Lord is there as he does hear
    my plea
    Please banish my mental illness
    and set me free.
    The call of the grave keeps calling
    me, I hear.
    My mind is now at peace as I now
    shed a tear.

    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON

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  44. BATTLING MENTAL ILLNESS



    I fail to see the reality of life, that
    I have to live
    Every day is a struggle so I ask
    you to forgive.
    The point of no return is looming,
    that I do know
    Every day is so hard to grasp as
    I always feel so low.

    No. I do not look disabled but it
    is in my head, I know
    And it haunts me every day as I
    always feel so low.
    There must be a release from
    the mental pain in my head
    As moving forward in my life
    is what I really do dread.

    Maybe if I pray to God in heaven
    he might cure my illness
    Because every day I do wake up
    I am lost in a mental wilderness.
    I need to grasp at life and try to
    embrace it more
    Then it may cure me as life I do
    adore.

    So here I go again the challenge
    of a new day.
    But all I am feeling now is more
    and more dismay.
    Hail the leper in my mind it breeds
    to torture me
    But I now have a secret plan - it will
    finally, set me FREE.

    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON

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  45. THE SILENCE IS THERE

    The silence is there,
    because you care,
    But the silence does
    hurt - almost everywhere.
    The sins of the mind -
    knows not the right
    way,
    But the sins of the
    past - will also stray.

    Follow your heart - as
    best you can -
    And do look after your
    90-year-old gran.
    The love we share -
    does clean the chilled
    air,
    And the love of the
    soul - is now everywhere.

    Remember thy name -
    as you still are lame,
    But you will recover -
    that's the name of the
    game.
    Always have hope -
    and call to your faith,
    As you and your loved
    one - are married to
    save.

    The silence is golden,
    that is so true,
    All that love - for me
    and for you.
    To love thy neighbour -
    and bless thee, the lord,
    I welcome you all - to
    life on board.

    On board the land of
    the holy spirit -
    And peace and love -
    we all shall inherit.
    Cast out thy demons -
    with all your might;
    And the life you live -
    will be a delight.

    God's prayer we all
    hear, and shed a tear,
    The lord's prayer too -
    we all do hear.
    Cast off thy pain and
    praise the air,
    Because the silence
    is there - because we
    all care.

    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON

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  46. TO LIVE IN PEACE


    We can all live in peace and love
    This shall be granted by the good
    lord, above.
    The sanctuary of life is a blessing
    from our father
    The Lord's prayer is ours in case
    life becomes harder.

    Just follow your heart and feel
    the emotions
    The happiness is there for all our
    devotions.
    Life is for living as each day is a
    gift
    And if we all love each other -
    there'll never be any rift.

    To open up your heart as best as
    you are able
    Is like the last supper around the
    table.
    Rejoice to the goodness and
    banish all hate
    Then life will be worth living as
    the love we create.

    God Bless thy flock as the love
    is new
    This love is for everyone and not
    just a few.
    God has seen and heard our
    prayer today
    And his gift to us is to end all our
    dismay.

    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON

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  47. A TRUE LOVE FAR APART

    It's our anniversary and we're apart
    But that doesn't say you're not in my
    heart.
    I always remember the day that we
    wed
    As you the silly moo kicked me out
    of our bed!

    I long to see your face and touch
    your hand
    To talk of all the things we both
    planned.
    The dreams we had when we were
    young
    That faded like a sung unsung.

    The smiles we shared when things
    were bright
    The tears we shed when things
    weren't right.
    The ups and downs of every day
    The times when things didn't go
    our way.

    Through sorrow, laughter, joys
    and tears,
    We consoled each other with our
    fears.
    We've come a long way you and
    I,
    How swift the time has passed us
    by.

    The bond we have will always be
    there
    Our love forever we do both share.
    We may be apart, but our love does
    start,
    You will always be in my loving heart.

    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON

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  48. OUR LOVE



    The love we share is forever
    The love we share is our new
    adventure
    The love we have is for our
    future of love
    The love we both have is a 
    gift from above.


    To hold you in my arms I 
    do yearn.
    To look into your eyes I take
    my turn. 
    Your lips I kiss like there is
    no tomorrow
    And your kisses are all mine
    and I do not borrow. 


    Our live's together is our 
    own
    We've been in love ever since
    we were born. 
    Our families were against us 
    but we both held firm and solid
    Now we are married and our
    lives are not now horrid. 


    Now we are both old and our
    life is still there
    We love each other because we
    do care. 
    My darling, my wife, I'll always 
    love you
    Tomorrow is a new day and our
    love is like new. 


    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON 







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  49. THE PAIN




    The pain in the chest feels like its
    caving in
    For me to have these chest pains it
    really is a sin. 
    A very bad cough is tormenting 
    me tonight
    Tomorrow I hope to God I will feel
    alright.


    Life can be tough and it can also
    be good
    But life for some is difficult as 
    their mind is of wood. 
    But always think positive and
    ignore the doubters in life
    Then you'll feel better and end
    all your strife.


    The saviour of our world will
    resurrect our sins
    We must repent as no body 
    wins. 
    To love thy parents is a holy
    duty to do
    And life will be a challenge as
    the holy God is true. 


    So bless us all as the planet
    turns round
    Happiness and love is were I
    am now bound. 
    Love thy neighbour as much as
    you are able
    And pray each night for food on
    the table.


    A prayer each night is what some 
    people do
    They ask for guidance but there's 
    always a queue. 
    Try and focus on being happy with
    your life
    And never again will you suffer any
    strife. 


    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON 







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  50. LISTEN TO MY TEARS



    Listen to my tears
    They do sometime
    fears.
    The hurt of life is
    tender,
    But we aim to be
    better!

    Listen to my tears
    Just a rain drop as
    in fears.
    The salty tear does
    flow some more
    And soon becomes
    your loving core

    Listen to my tears
    The echo sounds
    so precious.
    The tears are shed
    as the hare does go
    But the tear itself,
    is all amour.

    The tears will soon
    pass,
    As you kiss the misty
    glass.
    Never again, will the
    tears be sad,
    And a new life dons
    as you are glad.

    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON

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  51. THE TRUE MEANING OF CHRISTMAS


    Jesus was born in
    a stable,
    Surrounded by
    cattle and straw,
    Shepherds walked
    miles just to worship.
    Glory and wonder
    they saw.


    Angels sang loud in
    his praises,
    Wise men brought
    gifts from afar.
    Today that miraculous
    stable
    Competes with a
    tinsel bazaar.


    Christmas begins in
    October,
    But gone are the
    cattle and straw,
    The music swells
    loud from the cash
    tills,
    The temple's a
    department store.


    We kneel at the altar
    of commerce,
    We eat and we
    drink to excess.
    The gifts that were
    meant to be tributes
    Are bought, by and
    large, to impress.


    How can we bring
    back the wonder
    Of that baby so
    meek and so mild?
    It is there to be
    found, Christmas
    morning.
    It is there in the
    eyes of a child.


    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON

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  52. A CHRISTMAS BIRTH: THROUGH THE EYES Of A CHILD

    As November limps towards
    its end
    With cold nights and shorter
    days
    Summer seems a distant
    memory
    Of the warmth of sunshine’s
    rays.

    Winter months now lie
    ahead
    But every season is now
    fleeting,
    While meanwhile cards
    brighten days
    With each Christmas
    greeting.

    Children begin to dream
    of snowmen,
    Of Santa and his sleigh,
    While rehearsals for the
    pantomimes
    Have now got under way.

    Each season has a blessing
    Which is theirs alone to
    bring;
    As Advent ushers in
    December
    We can hear a choir sing.

    Meanwhile the sparkling,
    twinkling lights
    Lead us to a manger of
    Nativity delights.
    The birth of baby Jesus,
    as Mary cradles him in
    the hay,
    We’ll celebrate this tiny
    miracle – known as
    Christmas Day.

    The three wise men who
    travelled – across the
    sun-drenched land,
    To take three small gifts
    for Mary and Joseph, and
    to kiss their baby’s tiny
    hand.
    Let us not forget – the
    true meaning of this birth,
    When a tiny little baby
    boy – would bring joy, and
    love, to the joyous earth.

    Hail the Saviour – and that
    we know, and good will to
    men we pray,
    Which we all praise as the
    birth of Christ – as well as
    Christmas Day.
    So, Happy Birthday, baby
    Jesus, the king of the Jews,
    When on this holy December
    day – a prayer is what we
    choose.

    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON





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  53. TO BE A POET


    Not everyone can write poetry but
    any one can try
    Just write down on paper before 
    your ink goes dry!
    Think of words and try to make 
    them rhyme
    Then you will write your poem and
    all in your own time.

    Try to think positive and try to feel
    happy when you write
    This way when you finish your 
    poem you will feel all right.
    But sometimes you may feel sad
    but that can be a good thing 
    Just write down how you feel
    who knows - you might just start
    to sing!

    Even if you suffer with depression
    you can always write how you 
    feel
    And once you've written your 
    poem your depression you might
    heal. 
    You do not need to be a scholar
    or clever with your words
    Just think of spring and of summer
    and these feathered birds!

    So always think positive if you 
    want to write poetry
    And you can be successful and
    write a poetic love story.
    The world of poetry is calling you
    so get your paper and pen 
    And you will become a poet as
    you write again and again. 

    Always believe in yourself as
    your gift shall shine through
    Your gift to write poetry - yes it
    is for you. 
    Never doubt your talent and 
    you can write your poetry
    And in the end you'll have your
    own book - and your poetry 
    life story.

    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON 








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  54. THE INVISIBLE HURT 



    Sometimes the plays tricks
    It has to have its fix.
    The mind does work some
    overtime in secret we know
    And it attacks you and makes
    you feel so low.

    Each new day is born and
    you fear of going outside
    All you want to do is stay
    indoors and hide.
    The sun is out and it is 
    warm but you still feel so
    low
    You keep taking deep 
    breathes all the time you
    just want to say hello. 

    You need to build your 
    confidence up you do
    not need to be told.
    But you struggle in silence
    every day - your life is 
    always on hold.
    You start to shake and
    sweat you know what is
    happening
    But there is nothing you
    can do except to go in
    to hiding. 

    When will God look down
    and see that you do need
    help to cope?
    Maybe one day your pain
    will vanish - and you can 
    climb that slippery slope. 
    Just think of tomorrow it
    is another day to you
    Will it banish your invisible
    pain - and make a brand 
    new you.

    God Bless.

    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON 








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  55. THE BEATING HEART 


    The beating heart I hear it's loss
    The beating heart shall show me
    who is boss. 
    The sound and the feel if the
    beating heart
    It's haunting melody shall tear you
    apart. 

    It beats every day and all the time
    It does not take a break it hears
    the chime. 
    The heart just beats on with out
    any care
    It is a mysterious heart it beats
    any where. 

    You feel it as it beats in your 
    chest of life
    But when it rebels it will cause
    you strife.
    The sound is silent as it beats 
    on and on
    But when it stops you will be
    gone. 

    No one knows the secret of the
    heart
    It beats to no music but the 
    beat will start. 
    From birth to death the heart is 
    so mysterious 
    But when it goes wrong it may 
    send you delerious. 

    The heart is not shy but it does
    hide from you
    You can feel it's beat because it
    is new. 
    Life is created thanks to the 
    heart
    Can any one please tell me the
    mystery of the heart from the
    start? 

    It could be a horror tale and a 
    scary poem to relish
    But it can also be kind but also
    so devilish. 
    The beating heart cares nothing
    for you
    It beats on and on and that is 
    true. 

    Embrace the thrill of the silent 
    beat of the heart
    It will one day perish and discover
    a new start. 
    The mystery lays deep in your
    chest my friend
    When the heart does stop - that 
    will be the end. 

    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON 









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  56. THE DEVIL WITHIN 


    The Devil is lurking in the mind
    He controls it and makes you go
    blind. 
    He plays tricks on you and makes
    you feel numb
    Am I insane and under the Devil's
    thumb? 

    Each new day he launches his
    attack
    He does make sure my mind does
    crack.
    He is a bully as he attacks for no
    reason
    He causes mass heartache and
    he changes me as a person. 

    I know when he is lurking as I do
    tremble and shake
    My body feels lifeless as though
    there's an earthquake. 
    But I need to be strong so I rise to
    the challenge from the Devil
    And I start to fight back because I
    hate the evil. 

    Suddenly the hurt does ease as the
    evil is starting to go
    And my spirit is more relaxed as I
    do not feel so low. 
    So if the Devil does come back I
    will be ready for him
    And when I finally eradicate him - I
    will sing a joyous hymn. 

    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON 









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  57. LOVE IS A GIFT


    The boundaries of wisdom
    are forever shy,
    It tells you quite rightly to
    destroy the evil we all deny?
    To condemn the violence 
    that man does make,
    As the lord makes good - 
    the world he did create?

    Just follow the signs of love
    you find,
    Never doubt to inspire just
    visit the kind.
    The kind of love that reaches
    out,
    And never again, will the 
    world live in doubt!

    To go forth and love, and pray,
    is all we say,
    It is no sin at the start of the
    day?
    Just follow the spirit of the
    voice you hear,
    And the love of our God,
    shall always be near.   

    Wisdom is, and always will
    be,
    First in line to our philosophy?
    The land of the mighty - is a
    mighty love,
    The love is a gift - from the
    one above!

    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON








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  58. A GOLDEN OLDIE


    Every day I watch the
    news
    To check up on the
    virus,
    But now I fear
    I rarely hear
    Some words that would
    inspire us.

    Our country's now in
    lockdown,
    Including shops and
    schools,
    So every day
    We must obey
    The various regs and
    rules.

    Because I'm in my 80s
    I've been told I mustn't
    roam,
    They say it's best
    I take a rest
    And stay inside my home.

    But when I must go shopping
    I feel safe in empty stores,
    I simply must
    Arrive there just
    Before they close the
    doors.

    As for socialising
    Which a lockdown always
    ends
    I use my phone
    As I'm alone
    To FaceTime all my friends.

    I do feel for the people
    Who are striving to
    survive
    It's tragic how
    The lockdown now
    Has totally changed their
    lives.

    I'm just a golden oldie,
    Who prays it won't be
    long,
    Before the day
    When we can say
    The Covid threat has
    gone.

    The answer's in the
    alleged' vaccine
    As we have so much
    to gain,
    And the time will come
    When everyone
    Can live their lives
    again.

    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON




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  59. THE DELIVERY OF YOUR PARCEL....
    IS NOW SO VERY FARCICAL


    We tried to deliver your
    parcel, but I'm afraid
    you were not in,
    So our driver put it
    somewhere safe, please
    check inside your bin,
    Or maybe try behind
    your hedge or perhaps
    your garden gate,
    Or there is a possibility
    it's at No 38.

    Yes I know you live at
    21, but he might have
    left it there,
    Well, partly for security
    and partly he doesn't
    care,
    But if you check your
    tracking, I'm sure that
    it will show
    Your parcel was delivered
    a little while ago.

    Well I can't say where
    exactly, I wouldn't like
    to guess,
    Probably somewhere
    fairly near...a mile or
    even less.
    But rest assured our
    driver did everything
    he could
    To deliver your parcel
    safely...in the general
    neighbourhood.

    So any further problems,
    please feel free to call,
    If it's damaged when it
    turns up doesn't turn
    up at all.
    Remember though that
    door-to-door does not
    in any way ensure
    That the door we leave
    your parcel at is actually
    your door!

    BY
    DARRYL ASHTON


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